So I been searching for a bit for two fics (not sure where I read from, could be ff, lj, ao3, who knows) with very luck.
First one is a 10th Doctor/Rose Post Doomsday: He is travelling with Martha, but keeps going back in his timeline (whenever he is super sad or after a bad adventure) to see Rose when she is away from the younger him. Martha keeps asking where is going and why she can't come. Rose thinks she must be dead in the future and the visits just keep counting down. The last visit is at a hotel while her current Doctor is shopping for parts, the older Doctor and her say goodbye outside and Martha sees. After he walks away Rose breaks down and Martha comforts her, and then confronts the Doctor about being a jerk to put that all on Rose. The Tardis (I think?) shows her the Doomsday beach scene and Martha points out that Rose was hinting she was the one who was pregnant, a clue for the future Doctor. So, they go and get a very pregnant Rose (and family) back from the alt. universe, and everyone is there for the birth. Super angsty, adult, with HEA.
Second one is 11 and Rose set mostly in the episode "Dinosaurs on a Spaceship" 7x02 (think it might have been ff, but I haven't found it yet). She appears all golden and Bad Wolf (on the beach that is the power room in that episode) in front of Brian and Rory and she is very angry at the Doctor. I can't remember the details, but I think it was whump where she was tortured by Torchwood and her family is dead. Rose doesn't plan to stay with him (maybe go find Jack?) He keeps trying to hold her hand and she is not having it. They ride the triceratops together, and she has her own gun, kicks ass. Amy is confused by this new woman the Doctor is desperate about. Rose does explain the reasons she doesn't want to stay with the Doctor and I think she leaves, but comes back years later? I can't remember a lot of it.
Usually I can find fics that I am looking for pretty easily (unless they have been taken down, then I search in vain for hours) :( So, I am not sure if I am just being really stupid and they are right in front of my face, or if they are gone. I would sincerely appreciate any help or information :) They are bugging me like crazy.